It is only the experience of Integrity, which you have when you are Knowing, that will promote the willing release of any desire to shift back to ignorance, to shift back to fear. You see, just because something is familiar does not mean it is actually desirable. It may feel comfortable, but it does not feel fulfilling, because it does not embrace fulfillment. It is not an experience of congruence or unity. That which is familiar does not provide peace-the Peace of your Being. And when you are feeling the Peace of your Being, as you are right now, it is obvious to you that the familiar does not include this experience.
在我们私下对话之际,我希望你更加专心,因为在这对话之际,你会同时经验到那一体相融的圆满。目前,你尚未由它获得所有的裨益,因为你尚未觉悟出:你一直在扮演“门户”的角色,而且你就是传讯的门户,你已成了真理的代言人,这本身构成了你对生命本体既真实又有意识的经验。你很喜欢我们对话的附加效应,好像有个绝对真实的Raj在跟你互动[2];你还不了解,那其实是真正的“你”。
Now, I encourage you to pay more attention when you are doing the private conversations, because when you are doing them, you are also experiencing this fulfillment, this congruence. But you have not gleaned from it its full benefit because you have not been aware of the fact that it has been you standing as the Door, and as the Door, being the presence of the Voice for Truth which constitutes your real conscious experience of Being. You have seen it as a pleasant side-effect, you might say, of something else2 which is Real that is going on, rather than the realness of You.